Monday, April 25, 2005

Another One...

"Back To California"
Sugarcult

How long I’ll wait
Just to say goodbye
Ten different ways to enjoy this night
Can’t do this anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

How long I’ll wait
Just to say goodbye
You could never let me in
Holding on until the end

The time I waste just to say goodbye
Out of your way
I could do this right
Can’t see you anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

How long I’ll stay
Just to say goodbye, say goodbye

Leave it all the fights and all
Summer’s getting colder
Drive all night to hold you tight
Back to California
Days went by We waited and I guess we’re getting older
We couldn’t win in the end

You’re gone
I’m miles away
Turning out your lights
Ten different ways I could end this night
Can’t do this anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

How long I’ll wait
Just to say goodbye, say goodbye

Leave it all the fights and all
Summer’s getting colder
Drive all night to hold you tight
Back to CaliforniaDays went by
We waited and I guess we’re getting older
We couldn’t win in the end

You’re gone

Friday, April 22, 2005

Song on my mind

A K A P
by IMAGO


Nagtatanong
bakit mahirap
sumabay sa agos ng iyong mundo

Nagtataka
Simple lang naman sana
Ang buhay
Kung ika'y matino

Sabihin sa akin
lahat ng lihim mo Iingatan ko
Ibaling sa akin ang problema mo
kakayanin ko

Pikit mata
kong iaalay ang buwan at araw
pati pa sapatos kong suot

Nagtatanong
simple lang naman
sana ang buhay
kung ika'y lumayo

Sasamahan ka sa tamis
Sasamahan ka sa dilim
Sasamahan ka hanggang langit
Sasamahan ka sa tamis
Sasamahan ka sa pait
Sasamahan ka sa dilim
Sasamahan ka hanggang langitSasamahan ka

I wish someone will do that for me.
I'm just waiting... : (

Monday, April 18, 2005

Personality Test

Alright, I did check this regarding personality test, and look what it has to say about me...
So far, the first 4 lines are true, except for 'tends to look down on others' I beg to disagree. The rest are true ahihihi : )

Check yours here, http://www.pressanykey.com/cgi-bin/cgiwrap/pak/treetypes.pl

Of rare beauty
knows how to adapt
likes luxury
of good health not in the least shy
tends to look down on others
self-confident
determined
impatient
wants to impress others
many talents
industrious
healthy optimism
waiting for the one true love
able to make quick decisions.

Lucky Me

I thank God for giving me another day.
I thank God for giving me a wonderful family.
I thank God for giving me the 'best friends' ever.
I thank God for giving me the chance to speak, read and basically living life to the fullest.
I thank God for giving me the chance to love and be love.
I thank God for everything.
There are lots of things that I'm thankfull to God and its unquantifiable.

On my way to work, I saw a child eating something and I remember that child begging, asking for some change. But to my dismay, I didn't give anything to the poor child. I felt guilty.
I saw through my own face how he artistically ate his little food. It sent shiver to my spine.
Im so bless to have food on the table and eat what and where I want.

I feel so sad.

Friday, April 15, 2005

Alive again

Hay, its been a long time. Yeah, now writing my blog since way way back that 'dark period', he he...
It really helps that you would express yourself in writing and later feel better, it really does, just like in my case.
Well, it might be different with other people but still, it doesnt hurt to try.

I confess I've been really down and depressed last last time because of work and good thing, I think I'm back on track. More so, I'm happy that I have Mommy Teysi as supervisor. Man, she really rocks, the best sup I ever had since day one.
Lots of changes going on. My sister just graduated from high school and now she will be joining me here in Makati. She will be enrolling in CEU Makati this coming semester. My other sibling, John Paul will be graduating from college this coming 20th at Angeles University, he texted me a while ago and he said he doesn't have anything to wear on his graduation ball. I wish I could do something, go home to Pampanga, but to no avail. Bawi na lang ako sa graduation. I wonder what gift I should give him? Any suggestions?

Ok, its officially my rest day today, six hours to go and welcome to Pampanga again.
Hey take care everyone and Godbless.

Good read

I got this from e-mail and I would like to share with to you all. One side note though, its really true. No one can explain the wonders of 'Love'. Its a mystery but I hope through this we would understand it. Enjoy reading, here it goes...

If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you,
be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just
didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her/him,
feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse
the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.

How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel
the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then
love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame,
Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can
really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life.
Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away.

Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit.
Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

This is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love,
they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty
places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as
something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love
cools, they revert to seeing their love as need.
They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift,
and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time,
its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into saying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.

But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your
lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
Love always has been and always will be a mystery.

Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.
Don't deny love just only you don't want to be hurt...


If you keep your heart open, It will come again.

What color is your heart?

You scored as White Heart. Your heart is white. You are probably a very kind and gentle person. Most likely you are an avid reader and a very intellegent person too. Be careful because people like you are often stepped on. Make sure that you can stand up for yourself if need be.

White Heart

63%

Red Heart

50%

Blue Heart

38%

Pink Heart

31%

Black Heart

6%

What colour is your heart?
created with QuizFarm.com