Friday, March 04, 2005

:l

Its been a while since the last time I wrote here. Pretty occupied and tired...
Its Saturday again, I cant imagine how fast time flies, just writing my entry last week and here I go again, another entry.
Yesterday, I was asked to make a decision if I want to move up or stay where I am.
Well, who wouldn't want to move up right? But the thing is, I don't know where to go. I've been here on this job for almost 2 years and still, a mere eRep. But I don't have any grievances or what so ever. I don't know where to go. That's it. Maybe it just happen I feel so mediocre on my present job. I think I'm on a career limbo right now.
You see, my parents are asking me to quit my job. My mom said she's old enough, she said I wont progress because I'm a mere employee. Not unless working your own money, it offers the comfort of your own time, and of course the money. Another consideration is my present work now, I love the people Im working with. Its my first job, I learned a lot, met friends, acquaintances and other things. I hate to leave my job because I'm really enjoying it, even though some of my friends are influencing me to resign. Easier said than done huh. . Everything to me is just vague, just working and waiting till the day ends. I'm not like this, really. I desire to move up, be successfully but I just don't know where to start. I was planning to resign this year, but at the back of my mind I just cant. I know my mom is right but Im still enjoying my time here. Maybe this weekend off will help me to contemplate and think where I want really want to do in my life...

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

i know the feeling, dude. i feel it, too. am just keeping myself from leaving. no more motivation whatsoever.

March 14, 2005 10:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

yeah, sometimes can't help but feel like pulling out the prong and leaving the first ever job I've known behind.. but just like you I don't know where to go after.. oh life.. **sigh**

April 27, 2005 7:23 AM  

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