S e m i C h a r M e D L i F e

Lazy Sunday

2010-04-03T23:24:00.000-07:00

Hot Easter Sunday...

My sister's birth day too..

Laid back day,woke up late. Had chocolate chips for breakfast.

No laundry. No cooking, just sitting in front of the tele...

happy not to work on a Sunday...

can't wait to get spend the rest of day doing nothing.

yay :)

happy to be back!

2009-10-23T21:38:00.000-07:00

After 4 years or so of being silent, finally I was able to claim my blog back!
cheers to me :)

I was happy when I read my previous post, nothing much though compared to other blogs, but I really appreciate it because It gave me a glimpse of who I am way back.

it really helps, it made me even appreciate my life further.

I trust this won't be the last post.

So happy to be back :)

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2006-02-20T04:06:00.000-08:00

Its nice to be back here and write something for a change...
I read some of the comments on my blog and I found it intriguing.
Anyway, moving forward...

Too bad my mind is blank just now, I keep on staring on the monitor but to now avail...

Tomorrow its back to work again, another 11hr straight :(
Until now, I haven't gotten a haircut nor a manicure.
I guess I need to take it slowly and focus on my self more.
23 years and counting...

I wonder whats in store for me this year?

Its a sad week, my heart goes to the people who died in Leyte, lets pray for the eternal repose of their souls.

until next time.

2005-06-07T13:48:00.000-07:00

You know who you are.
I'm so gratefull I have you.
I cherish you so much, I'm so eager to touch you and hold you...
Wish I could see you now.
Your smile,
Your eyes,
I just can't help thinking about you...
Really am honored I have you...
I'm so thankfull God gave you to me...
I dont want to loose you...
I love you so much baby...

Who do you think am I refering to???

My dog------------MoyMoy

Gotcha :)

2005-05-08T10:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL !

ESPECIALLY TO MY MOM, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Repleksyon

2005-05-02T10:12:00.000-07:00

Got this through e-mail. A good read, I hope you could take time to read it. Totoong-totoo... Nakarelate ako dito...sana kayo rin.

Gising, frend.Tumatanda ka na, frend.
Nasa Friday Magic Madness na yung mga paborito mong kanta.
Nakaka-relate ka na sa Classic MTV.
Lesbiana na yungkinaaaliwan mong child star dati.
Nanay na lagi ang role ng crush na crush mong matinee idol noon.
Dati, pag may panot, sisigaw ka agad ng "PENDONG!".
Ngayon, pag may sumisigaw nun, ikaw na yung napapraning.
Parang botika na ang cabinet mo.
May multivitamins, vitamin E, vitamin C, royal jelly, tsaka ginko biloba.
Dati, laging may inuman.
Sa inuman, may lechon, sisig, kaldereta, inihaw na liempo, pusit, at kung anu-ano pa.
Ngayon, nagkukumpulan na lang kayo ng mga kasama mo sa Starbucks at oorder ng tea.
Wala na ang mga kaibigan mo noon.
Ang dating masasayang tawanan ng barkada sa canteen, napalitan na ng walang katapusang pagrereklamo tungkol sa kumpanya ninyo.
Wala na ang best friend mo na lagi mong pinupuntahan kapag may problema ka.
Ang lagi mo na lang kausap ngayon e ang kaopisina mong hindi ka sigurado kung binebenta ka sa iba pag nakatalikod ka.
Ang hirap nangmagtiwala.
Mahirap nang makahanap ng totoong kaibigan.
Hindi mo kayang pagkatiwalaan ang kasama mo araw-araw sa opisina.
Kung sabagay, nagkakilala lang kayo dahil gusto ninyong kumita ng pera at umakyat sa tinatawag nilang "corporate ladder".
Anumang pagkakaibigang umusbong galing sa pera at ambisyon ay hindi talaga totoong pagkakaibigan.
Pera din at ambisyon ang sisira sa inyong dalawa.
Pera.
Pera na ang nagpapatakbo ng buhay mo.
Alipin ka na ng Meralco, PLDT, SkyCable, Globe, Smart, at Sun.
Alipin ka ng Midnight Madness.
Alipin ka ng tollgate saexpressway.
Alipin ka ng credit card mo.
Alipin ka ng ATM.
Alipin ka ng BIR.
Dati-rati masaya ka na sa isang platong instant pancit canton.
Ngayon, dapat may kasamang italian chicken ang fettucine alfredo mo.
Masaya ka na noon pag nakakapag-ober-da-bakod kayo para makapagswimming.
Ngayon, ayaw mong lumangoy kung hindi Boracay o Puerto Galera ang lugar.
Dati, sulit na sulit na sa yo ang gin pomelo.
Ngayon, pagkatapos ng ilang bote ng red wine, maghahanap ka ng San Mig Light o Vodka Cruiser.
Wala ka nang magawa.
Sumasabay ang lifestyle mo sa income mo.
Nagtataka ka kung bakit hindi ka pa rin nakakaipon kahit tumataas ang sweldo mo.
Yung mga bagay na gusto mong bilhin dati na sinasabi mong hindi mo kailangan, abot-kamay mo na. Pero kahit nasa iyo na ang mga gusto mong bilhin, hindi ka pa rin makuntento.
Saan ka ba papunta?frend, gumising ka.
Hindi ka nabuhay sa mundong ito para maging isa lang sa mga baterya ng mga machines sa Matrix. Hanapin mo ang dahilan kung bakit nilagay ka rito.
Kung ang buhay mo ngayon ay uulit-ulit lang hanggang maging kwenta anyos ka na, magsisisi ka.
Lumingon ka kung paano ka nagsimula, isipin ang mga tao at mga bagay na nagpasaya sa yo. Balikan mo sila.

Ikaw ang nagbago, hindi ang mundo.

My itinerary

2005-05-02T06:31:00.000-07:00

Its May again, darn and its getting hotter and hotter here. I can't barely sleep even its airconditioned. I miss the rainy days, I sleep soundly on rainy days. I had one hell of a week last time, very sweaty and drippy. Literally.

I came home to Pampanga last Friday night, man, its no easy trip. Very humid, traffic, traffic and traffic. I really really really need a break. I hope our trip to Cebu next weekend will push through or if not might settle for Clearwater in Clark and which reminds me, our company outing will be this coming May 7-8. I had a very hot and sleepy weekends last time. One, a date with my ex last Saturday and stayed up till the wee hours of the morning. Well, its not actually a date, more like catching up with each other. Next, I barely slept the whole Sunday, a bleak 2 hour shut eye and spending the rest of the day like a zombie. And now, darn I'm soo sleepy. The cold invites me to sleep and whimpers of the keyboards are like hums to my ears. I'm having a wishful thinking again.
After shift, I'll be attending a 2 hour CMS training, one of four modules that will run till Friday. Then this coming Friday, my sister will be coming here so we can finally settle our place and my friend Ronalyn, will be staying over on may 4-5... Man, another busy week.
I'm already missing my family. Sob. I miss my mom, my pets my bed... Everything! I can't wait to set my foot again to Pampanga. But most of all, I miss my mom... Happy Mothers Day mom. I love you very much.

Another One...

2005-04-25T12:12:00.000-07:00

"Back To California"
Sugarcult

How long I’ll wait
Just to say goodbye
Ten different ways to enjoy this night
Can’t do this anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

How long I’ll wait
Just to say goodbye
You could never let me in
Holding on until the end

The time I waste just to say goodbye
Out of your way
I could do this right
Can’t see you anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

How long I’ll stay
Just to say goodbye, say goodbye

Leave it all the fights and all
Summer’s getting colder
Drive all night to hold you tight
Back to California
Days went by We waited and I guess we’re getting older
We couldn’t win in the end

You’re gone
I’m miles away
Turning out your lights
Ten different ways I could end this night
Can’t do this anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

How long I’ll wait
Just to say goodbye, say goodbye

Leave it all the fights and all
Summer’s getting colder
Drive all night to hold you tight
Back to CaliforniaDays went by
We waited and I guess we’re getting older
We couldn’t win in the end

You’re gone

Song on my mind

2005-04-22T10:06:00.000-07:00

A K A P
by IMAGO

Nagtatanong
bakit mahirap
sumabay sa agos ng iyong mundo

Nagtataka
Simple lang naman sana
Ang buhay
Kung ika'y matino

Sabihin sa akin
lahat ng lihim mo Iingatan ko
Ibaling sa akin ang problema mo
kakayanin ko

Pikit mata
kong iaalay ang buwan at araw
pati pa sapatos kong suot

Nagtatanong
simple lang naman
sana ang buhay
kung ika'y lumayo

Sasamahan ka sa tamis
Sasamahan ka sa dilim
Sasamahan ka hanggang langit
Sasamahan ka sa tamis
Sasamahan ka sa pait
Sasamahan ka sa dilim
Sasamahan ka hanggang langitSasamahan ka

I wish someone will do that for me.
I'm just waiting... : (

Personality Test

2005-04-18T14:31:00.000-07:00

Alright, I did check this regarding personality test, and look what it has to say about me...
So far, the first 4 lines are true, except for 'tends to look down on others' I beg to disagree. The rest are true ahihihi : )

Check yours here, http://www.pressanykey.com/cgi-bin/cgiwrap/pak/treetypes.pl

Of rare beauty
knows how to adapt
likes luxury
of good health not in the least shy
tends to look down on others
self-confident
determined
impatient
wants to impress others
many talents
industrious
healthy optimism
waiting for the one true love
able to make quick decisions.

Lucky Me

2005-04-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

I thank God for giving me another day.
I thank God for giving me a wonderful family.
I thank God for giving me the 'best friends' ever.
I thank God for giving me the chance to speak, read and basically living life to the fullest.
I thank God for giving me the chance to love and be love.
I thank God for everything.
There are lots of things that I'm thankfull to God and its unquantifiable.

On my way to work, I saw a child eating something and I remember that child begging, asking for some change. But to my dismay, I didn't give anything to the poor child. I felt guilty.
I saw through my own face how he artistically ate his little food. It sent shiver to my spine.
Im so bless to have food on the table and eat what and where I want.

I feel so sad.

Alive again

2005-04-15T09:33:00.000-07:00

Hay, its been a long time. Yeah, now writing my blog since way way back that 'dark period', he he...
It really helps that you would express yourself in writing and later feel better, it really does, just like in my case.
Well, it might be different with other people but still, it doesnt hurt to try.

I confess I've been really down and depressed last last time because of work and good thing, I think I'm back on track. More so, I'm happy that I have Mommy Teysi as supervisor. Man, she really rocks, the best sup I ever had since day one.
Lots of changes going on. My sister just graduated from high school and now she will be joining me here in Makati. She will be enrolling in CEU Makati this coming semester. My other sibling, John Paul will be graduating from college this coming 20th at Angeles University, he texted me a while ago and he said he doesn't have anything to wear on his graduation ball. I wish I could do something, go home to Pampanga, but to no avail. Bawi na lang ako sa graduation. I wonder what gift I should give him? Any suggestions?

Ok, its officially my rest day today, six hours to go and welcome to Pampanga again.
Hey take care everyone and Godbless.

Good read

2005-04-15T09:27:00.000-07:00

I got this from e-mail and I would like to share with to you all. One side note though, its really true. No one can explain the wonders of 'Love'. Its a mystery but I hope through this we would understand it. Enjoy reading, here it goes...

If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you,
be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just
didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her/him,
feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse
the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.

How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel
the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then
love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame,
Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can
really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life.
Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away.

Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit.
Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

This is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love,
they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty
places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as
something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love
cools, they revert to seeing their love as need.
They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift,
and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time,
its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into saying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.

But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your
lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
Love always has been and always will be a mystery.

Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.
Don't deny love just only you don't want to be hurt...

If you keep your heart open, It will come again.

What color is your heart?

2005-04-15T09:25:00.000-07:00

You scored as White Heart. Your heart is white. You are probably a very kind and gentle person. Most likely you are an avid reader and a very intellegent person too. Be careful because people like you are often stepped on. Make sure that you can stand up for yourself if need be.

White Heart

63%

Red Heart

50%

Blue Heart

38%

Pink Heart

31%

Black Heart

What colour is your heart?
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2005-03-16T01:02:00.000-08:00

Why does it have to hurt so bad...
Why is it like this...
What have I done?..

why
why
why...

Lots of things going on.. been soooo damn busy and I couldnt even let go of these thoughts goin on my head. Wahhh! I need a breather real quick.
Im so sick and tired. Really tired and fed up. I want to disappear and never come back. I'll take that back. I just want to get out of work. Im so stressed. You might ask why, long story. Its just so sad and hard...

Why

:(

:l

2005-03-04T14:59:00.000-08:00

Its been a while since the last time I wrote here. Pretty occupied and tired...
Its Saturday again, I cant imagine how fast time flies, just writing my entry last week and here I go again, another entry.
Yesterday, I was asked to make a decision if I want to move up or stay where I am.
Well, who wouldn't want to move up right? But the thing is, I don't know where to go. I've been here on this job for almost 2 years and still, a mere eRep. But I don't have any grievances or what so ever. I don't know where to go. That's it. Maybe it just happen I feel so mediocre on my present job. I think I'm on a career limbo right now.
You see, my parents are asking me to quit my job. My mom said she's old enough, she said I wont progress because I'm a mere employee. Not unless working your own money, it offers the comfort of your own time, and of course the money. Another consideration is my present work now, I love the people Im working with. Its my first job, I learned a lot, met friends, acquaintances and other things. I hate to leave my job because I'm really enjoying it, even though some of my friends are influencing me to resign. Easier said than done huh. . Everything to me is just vague, just working and waiting till the day ends. I'm not like this, really. I desire to move up, be successfully but I just don't know where to start. I was planning to resign this year, but at the back of my mind I just cant. I know my mom is right but Im still enjoying my time here. Maybe this weekend off will help me to contemplate and think where I want really want to do in my life...

Going home

2005-02-25T21:16:00.000-08:00

Man, I can't help taking these quizzes at http://go-quiz.com and http://blogthings.com, its really fun and entertaining. You can try if you want:)

I'll be coming home to Pampanga tonight. Geesh, I wish I could get out of here right this very moment and never come back (ha ha) Serious. I don't know whats wrong with me today. Damn, even at home I can't even rest, lots of things goin on...
Im so sick and tired of riding the bus twice a week for almost 2 years now. Your screwed if you're in the ordinary bus, no aircon and its just worst. Children crying, baggages everywhere even chickens and rice (good god!) Both aircon and ordinary buses are worst. Broken aircons, lausy chairs, rude passengers who refuse to remove their bags. Hah, I wish I could flick my finger and be home on the spot.

Hmm..What bus will I get later?

I wish there's a Victory Liner Bus available upon stepping to Estrella. I hate riding 5ive Star Buses, well in fairness to 5ive star, the service is good, the seats are terrible, kas-kasero pa mga ung ibang driver.Victory, good seats, too cold though and too fast. . .
Its very rare I sleep on trips. Im kind of paranoid, that some body will rob the bus or even bomb the bus. Yeah for real. I cant forget the time I was held up in the bus last 2 years ago.

I need a break, even a vacation. Yeah, probably. I havent been to the beach for almost 10 years. Whoah, thats long. My schedule sucks. Well 2 more months and its rotation again. Good thing, this blog is here, at least still keeps me rational for a while.

Im outa here.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

2005-02-25T21:15:00.000-08:00

You Are a German Shepherd Puppy

Intelligent, quick witted, and a bit aggressive.
You've got the jaw power to take a bite out of anyone you choose.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

What Icecream flavor are you?

2005-02-25T20:55:00.000-08:00

Your Icecream Flavour is...
French Vanilla!

You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!

What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

Last song syndrome

2005-02-25T14:01:00.000-08:00

Have you heard this song by Session Road over the radio ?
After their hit single, Suntok Sa Buwan, they've come up with this new song, and its good. If you just sit down and listen to the lyrics. . .
And just by the lyrics itself you know the story, where some of us have been there, done that or are going through right now, and its no joke. A simple song and it just pierce you...deep.
Okay, 'nuff said. Enjoy.

Leaving you

Im watching me make a fool of myself
Silently speaking my wish to be free
Turning my world inside out
Spin my emotions building my doubt
I fed on you strangeness plain and true
But there was nothing beneath it I knew
I see myself falling from grace
My life fading without a trace

I’m tired of waiting here for you
Can’t waste my time I’m leaving you

And now that you’ve taken the world out of me
I’m left with my body hanging free
As lovers come and comfort me
I’m still left with my misery

I’m tired of waiting here for you
Can’t waste my time I’m leaving you

I’m leaving you

Thing called Love. . .

2005-02-24T23:47:00.000-08:00

Just want to share this. I got this through email today, and its so true...

1) Don't turn your back to love when it's already infront of you. Don'tdrive it away from you, because if you do, someday,you'll think again, why you let love flew when it was there next to you.

2) In Love, think things first over if you're sureabout how you feel. Don't fall too hard not knowing where you willstand, 'coz it will hurt real bad if things don't go the way you want them tobe.

3) It's an irony to know that it takes hours forsomeone to have guts to say "hi" to the one she likes, days to admire ,weeksto miss the person, months to love, but just a blink of an eye to saygoodbye...

4) Go for the person who loves you. It is not wrongto love someone who belongs to someone else, but it is much better tolove someone who could also love you in return.

5) Love isn't something we hold, it is something weset free. It's not something we just do, but it's something we don'timagine to be. Lastly, it's not something we choose, it chooses us...

6) The scariest thing about falling in love isgetting hurt. The scariest thing about getting hurt is not being able to loveagain. The scariest thing about not loving again is being alone forever.

7) When you follow your heart, worry not where itwill lead you, for your heart knows the way. And if you do get lost or reacha dead end, use your head to lead you back home.

8) When you truly care for someone, you don't lookfor faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes.Instead, you fight for the mistakes, you accept the faults, and you overlookexcuses.

9) It's better to lose your pride to the one youlove, than lose your loved one to your useless pride.

10) Love is ......... not "it's your fault ", but " i'm sorry ", not " where are you ? ", but " i'm here ", not "how could you ?", but" i understand, not "i wish you were here ", but " i'm thankful youare ".

11) The beginning of love is to let those we love bejust themselves, and not twist with our own image. Otherwise, we loveonly the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

12) If a relationship is truly meant for you, yourlove will find a wayto make it happen, and God will be there to makesure it will stay .

We all want to fall in love. Why? Because thatexperience makes us feel completely alive.

Where every sense is heightened,every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and weare flying into the heavens.

It may only last a moment, an hour, anafternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left withmemories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

Finally!

2005-02-24T17:05:00.000-08:00

Ah... finally a blog of my own..

For almost a year now, I've been planning to put together my thoughts into paper but I guess it would be easier if I could put it right here.
I was so into the mood of writing, promise, not until this stupid customer ruined my day!
yeah... should I say a coldhearted business woman, a certified B**** (oh and make that with a capital B!) I just can't put into context or so what she told me. Its really unpleasant and knowing business people to be really straight and bloody formal but she is another story.

Enough. Okay, Im fine now.

As I was saying, I was really glad to have this blogspot. I was able to sign up for other blog spots however I didn't end up putting that much entries.. (I have one entry in blogdrive.com though... ) but still I wasnt able to use it that much because, its too techie and Im not like that. Well, I would love to be equipped with the know-how even just the basics, but heck to no avail.
But its all good, Im still looking forward to it.

I just really can't believe im writing my first entry here while at work... hehehe sweet!